Lovers Lost

Why bother talking for a while,
When spoken to like a child,
Why bother smiling it would be fake,
When all i think is I'm a mistake,
Why try and help when all I get,
Is snapped at then feel regret,
I try to cope and help get by,
Why bother when you wanna die,
My love for you is just and proud,
I'd scream it true and scream it loud,
Why bother when its not enough,
I never feel I'm good enough,
Cant always help or fight the tears,
What's the point of all those fears,
Trust! what trust it isn't there,
Your soulless eyes, they just lay bare,
It hurts, it digs, the pain is cold,
I'll die with you, one day and old,
And frail from a weathered life,
But die happy being your wife!
I love you, and I always will,
Full to the brim with all your thrills,
Regret nothing and live for today,
That's our life everyday.