The Silhouette Of Someone I Used To Be

I want to tell you,
But you've had a bad day,
Holding onto,
The things I wanna say,
I'm tearing myself up,
I'm holding back tears,
Wanting to tell you,
All of my fears,
Standing in the ruins,
I thought you needed me,
Instead i'm just the silhouette,
Of someone I used to be.

Relaxation

I feel for you no time to relax,
All your friends on your back,
Helping them, giving all,
Catching them when they fall,

All you want is happiness,
But they can't see this,
It makes me sad,
It makes me mad,

I can see your pain within,
The many heartaches scar your skin,
I don't know this pain,
But I try to understand in vain,

You mean so much,
I love your touch,
I'll help you through,
Because I love you.

Surgical Needs

Not long now till I go under,
Headaches rolling in like thunder,
I'm scared, worried and tired,
Stay awake...feeling wired,
Do anything not to think,
Stay afloat so I don't sink,
Counting down days,
Do what the surgeon says,
Hope to see your face again,
When I wake, hope to feel sane,
Normal at last, I pulled through,
I can carry on now, I have you.