Confessions of a Liar

A promise is made, but often forgot,
The passing of time, the ticking of clocks,
I wait and I wait, till nothing is left,
And here you will find me, asleep and bereft,
The promise you gave me means nothing, it's gone,
But one day I'll turn this rage into a song,
And you'll hear it and hurt, and break down, and cry,
Coz you know that it's you that failed and not I,
You'll wish for forgiveness, but never it comes,
Just the dreaded most feared, beating of drums,
Your heart will lay heavy, your body will weep,
As to hell you shall fall, and forever shall sleep.

Heartbreak of a Mortal

That's it, I give up,
The tears that shall forever haunt me fall,
And the pain that never leaves me remains,
I feel the burning, the sharpness of the knife,
Stabbing my gut, twisting to make me scream,
I cry, but no one hears me,
I scream till my lungs can't breathe,
And again no one hears me,
Why me? why does my heart do this?
Let yourself get this far, and crush it,
And leave the ashes to fly with the wind,
And forever cease to be.

Insomnia

At night I cry my silent tears,
To release all of my silent fears,
I lay awake alone and numb,
And slowly wait for sleep to come,

I sit and wait and watch you dream,
I wait all night it appears to seem,
I cry and cry till no tears fall,
My body's dead I've cried them all,

I wait for darkness to appear,
No more silence no more tears,
My body's dry and now I'm numb,
As I slowly wait for sleep to come.

Changes

Times are changing,
Getting better,
No more silence,
No more letters,
Things are moving,
World is spinning,
This new life,
Is just beginning,
Feeling happy,
No more lump,
And hopefully soon,
There'll be a bump.